Hey all, i am back blogging again. I haven had the greatest of days for the past few days and it almost got worst today. I was working like the usual weekends but it was especially difficult to handle the crowd and more importantly one tough customer today. I have no idea what happened to me because like another day i would have handled the situation in a proper manner and solved it easily. But like i said i have had the greatest of days for the past few days and i am still recovering from an incident which happened to me. So while handling the tough customer with his constant demands today, an invisible force started to come over me and it made my mind blank. I started looking all over the place for answers and help from my colleague. But she didnt do much so i just explained kindly to the person with the words that came to my mind at that moment. It was over after a while but the impact was still on me. After work i went to a Ntuc nearby to buy a bar of chocolates to bite on and i left my work area to a nearby park to calm down. At the park, i realised that my hands were shaking from the ordeal. Man... a customer had embarrassed me infront of a crowd who was in the line behind him to buy the product. But more importantly there was a question of was why couldnt i react accordingly quickly?

I think i have the answer to that, like i mentioned i am still on the recovery road of something which happened to me. Its not something that can be overcomed overnight but i am slowly trying to get over the incident and move on with my life. I have no idea how long it would take the level of emotions in me is still rather high and that could be one of the reasons why i couldnt handle a situation which on any other day i could. But i am glad i hadn't lost a close and best friend of mine. I hope the bonds of our friendship would not be strained because of this incident but instead be stronger. They say that if you really love a person, all you want for that person is happiness. And i totally agree to that. I will slowly let you go but i will always be around to help and give you advice to nudge you in the right directions if you ever need me as good friend.

Now whats left for me to do is to end this post and i hope to blog again someday with something on a brighter note. Seeya all.