Its been a long long long while since i last posted a new post. So much so that its practically stagnant already. I doubt anyone will see my blog anymore even. Well the reason i haven been blogging much is that nothings much changed since the last time i last blogged and needless to say i haven really "moved on" as many of you would put it to be. And today was one good example, I am on my way home today (as usual) and i was listening to my mp3 (as usual again) when the song I'll never break your heart by the Backstreet Boys played. Its one of my favourite song from my favourite band and i listen to it all the time. But surprisingly this time plenty of memories came flooding back as i listened closely to the lyrics (well most of it anyway but not all are descriptive of what i am gona say). Of cos i suppressed the feelings just by taking deep breathes. I have no idea what triggered the thoughts or what so ever, I have already stopped trying to remember the "incident" and move on. It may have been a month plus since that thing happened but i have no idea just why i haven done so. Part of me says to give up and move on, but the other part is asking me to continue and not give up. Which side should i listen to, what should i do? I hope things will be clearer after more time have passed. For now i guess its the usual then....

Before i leave i shall leave a quote.

"In order to succeed, at times you have to make something from nothing." - Ruth Mickleby - Land.

Oh and if any of you have a twitter account, you can follow me (my user is Becksrulez), i update on there alot more then here. Of course. Ok i am out. Peace.