Hey guys, this shall be my first blog post of the 2010 year. Yes i know i know, the amount of dust of this blog is metres thick already. But i shall wipe them off now and do some spring cleaning. lolx.



First and foremost. I finally finished my poly life now waiting for graduation and my results. Its been 3 years since i have been studying in poly and its finally over. I have to admit it sure does feel like its only yesterday i was at orientation. my friends and i were chatting about that time after our last paper and when we went out to catch percy jackson and bowling after that. More of such outings will come i assure you.



Ok back to topic, ever since my grand parents have moved into my house with my family, its been like a land mine field here with a ticking time bomb. Any moment anytime there can be an "explosion" and it will continue for a long long time. Take yesterday for example, my dad was scolding my brother and me to do the laundry just because he cant find his clothes. My brother made it worst when he in turned scolded me expecting me to do it since i have all the time in my hands now since i graduated. I mean come on what right does he have to lecture me when he isnt even around on the weekdays and when he is around he is practically oblivious to whats going on around. They say army makes mature guys. I doubt its working on my brother its making him worst though. He comes home only washes his own clothes even expects me to help me sometimes, hit the computer, never gets off it until sleeping time, even if he does get off it, it would be to go out. He doesnt even lend a helping hand like basic things to help give my grand parents their medications (he doesnt even know what to give them). My parents dun even scold him thats the worst part. even if they scold him it would mean that i get it as well. Where is the justice in that? I made the effort to come home one day even though i was suppose to be out the whole day (i had a break in between) to check up on my grand parents since no one was home. But what did i get for that? A scolding at the end of it. Man... Living in this house is really trouble brewing every where and most of the time it happens to me. I want to avoid it but it always seem to catch up to me some how. How do you expect me to go out and forget all of these when when i return home its the same situation again. Is this what is happening all the way till i enter army? Why does the youngest in the family always have to suffer? Why? If anyone know the answer please let me know.



After saying all that, i guess i just have to live with it as its part of my life and i have to find and outlet like what i did for the incident which happened yesterday today, i ran the anger out of me on the soccer pitch during a match i had in the morning. Sports and friends i would say are my remedies i suppose.



Thats all i have to rant about. Hopefully i will update my blog again and not leave such a huge gap in between! Seeya!